30DOT: Days 22 & 23

(22) Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.

I wish I had some really cool story about something I did that now I regret. But, I don’t. I guess because I have this philosophy of not regretting things because at that moment I did things because I felt it was the right thing to do.

I do reflect on things I’ve done, like hurting people, making them feel bad intentionally… but I don’t regret it.

I dated assholes, and let them treat me like shit and never said anything, but I don’t regret that either.

(23) Something you wish you had done in your life.

Unlike the previous bulletpoints, there are like a million things I wish I would have done.

Study Abroad.

I did everything most people want to do in college… join a Greek organization, be a nerd, fail classes, pass classes, ditch class to drink, get drunk off your ass, get high off your ass, maxing out your credit card, sexing your classmate, sexing your lab partner, sexing your friend’s friend who was visiting campus from out of town… you name it… I DID IT.

But, studying abroad… no.

It makes me a little sad. Because I could have done it. It was easily accessible. My school even has a “campus” in London. Maybe I just wasn’t interested at the time. Maybe I just didn’t force myself to apply for the programs.

I could travel now. Duh, I know this. But for some reason, I don’t think it will be as exciting. For example, many of my friends made new awesome friends while they were studying abroad. And I think that’s cool. Not that I don’t like my domestic friends, but you know.

And considering my passport doesn’t have any stamps… It would have felt awesome to fill up some pages.

Thirty Days of Truth (1) Something you hate about yourself. (2)Something you love about yourself. (3) Something you have to forgive yourself for. (4) Something you have to forgive someone for. (5) Something you hope to do in your life. (6) Something you hope you never have to do. (7) Someone who has made your life worth living for. (8) Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit. (9) Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted. (10) Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know. (11) Something people seem to compliment you the most on. (12) Something you never get compliments on. (13) A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.) (14) A hero that has let you down. (letter) (15) Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it. (16) Someone or something you definitely could live without. (17) A book you’ve read that changed your views on something. (18) Your views on gay marriage. (19) What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics? (20)views on drugs and alcohol. (21) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do? (22) Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life. (23) Something you wish you had done in your life. (24) Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter) (25) The reason you believe you’re still alive today. (26) Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why? (27) What’s the best thing going for you right now? (28) What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do? (29) Something you hope to change about yourself. And why. (30) A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.