Someone who made my life hell

I hope you guys enjoyed Bloggerstock. It was fun to write for someone else's blog for a day. I'm hijacking my blog back and continuing on with this 30 days of truth thing. We're on day 8. 

8) Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit. 

The following person is someone I wish I would have never met. The year and a half we dated is a year and a half that I wish I could go back in time and erase. 

I forgot the how's: how we met, how we started dating, how I stayed in this crappy relationship that long. But I was 16 through 17. And was really dumb. At first, everything was perfect. We'd talk on the phone, he'd text me while I was in school, he'd pick my up from school and take me home ... 

Then, somehow, it just fell apart. 

One day, I was up late doing homework (remember I was in high school - I actually cared about school then), and my cell phone starts ringing. I ignored the call because I didn't know the number. I went back to my homework.  Then, my phone began ringing again. I sent it to voicemail. Then one more time ... I decided to answer. 

This was the first of the many calls I would receive from girls claiming that my boyfriend  was their boyfriend. Regardless, I stayed in this relationship knowing that I was being lied to. 

The one that made me question the relationship was when a girl called me crying. She said she had been dating my boyfriend for 4 months. I had been dating him about 10 at that point. She said she say my number in his cell phone and she called me. She said she didn't want to break up with him because her daughter became attached to him. I asked him about it, and he denied it. TO. MY. FACE. 

Still, a part of me believed him for some reason. 

Breaking up with him was the hardest thing ever. It took like two weeks to break up with him. I decided the way I was going to break up with him was through a three way call between him, one of these girls who was just as pissed as I was and me. So, I made the call, and he denied her the entire time, she hung up crying. And after she hung up, he told me "thanks! you just lost me a piece of ass!". Gee, thanks, because apparently my ass wasn't enough. 

Then I told him "I cost you two, because it's over." 

I ignored his calls for days. He kept calling my house, my cell phone and then began driving around my house. One day, I was making something to eat and I realized we had nothing to drink, and I didn't want to drink water. I went down stairs to the little corner store to buy a bottle of apple juice. He was outside. He forced me back into my building's "lobby". 

"I'm not letting you break up with me"... um dude, you don't have a choice... I'm choosing to dump you. He tried to kiss me and I pushed him against the mailboxes. It hurt him. I could tell. I told him to get out of my house, and he wouldn't leave. I wanted someone to hear the commotion so they could help me get him out. And by getting him out of my house, I could get him out of my life. But it was 10 am, and everyone who lives in the building was at work. And the kids were in school, and at that moment I wish I would have gone to a public school so I didn't have a pointless holiday off, and I wouldn't be in this situation. 

As I kept telling him to leave, he kept trying to hug me, so I kept pushing him against the mailboxes. I guess he got tired of me pushing him against the mailboxes that he slapped me. I was so dumbfounded, so confused. I just got slapped by my [ex]-boyfriend. What?! 

I didn't know this. But my step-dad's brother was in our apartment. And I guess he heard all the way to the third floor what was going on. When he was at the landing of the stairs when I got slapped. My ex saw him first, and ran out of the building. Step-dad's brother ran down the stairs and said "are you okay? did he hit you? where did he go?" and then he ran out after him. I don't know what happened out there. I ran back to my room. I begged my step-dad's brother not to tell my step-dad or my mom what had happened. I thank all the higher powers that he was there the whole time. I think that if he didn't show up, that slap would have lead to something much worse. 

I had trouble trusting anyone I dated after this. And it's something I still have to deal with. I'm so worried that it will happen again. Because there were no signs that there was anyone else. I even think, how did he have time to have so many other girls on the side? 

For the last year of our relationship, I hated when the phone rang. I was scared that it was going to be someone else threatening me while telling me that I was dating their boyfriend. It was the worst feeling ever. No one should ever have to go through this. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. 

Thirty Days of Truth (1) Something you hate about yourself. (2)Something you love about yourself. (3) Something you have to forgive yourself for. (4) Something you have to forgive someone for. (5) Something you hope to do in your life. (6) Something you hope you never have to do. (7) Someone who has made your life worth living for. (8) Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit. (9) Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted. (10) Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know. (11) Something people seem to compliment you the most on. (12) Something you never get compliments on. (13) A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.) (14) A hero that has let you down. (letter) (15) Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it. (16) Someone or something you definitely could live without. (17) A book you’ve read that changed your views on something. (18) Your views on gay marriage. (19) What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics? (20)views on drugs and alcohol. (21) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do? (22) Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life. (23) Something you wish you had done in your life. (24) Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter) (25) The reason you believe you’re still alive today. (26) Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why? (27) What’s the best thing going for you right now? (28) What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do? (29) Something you hope to change about yourself. And why. (30) A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself .