Weird Dreams

Lately, I've been having weird dreams. I don't know why they started. With the first one, I thought it was just because I wasn't sleeping in my own bed. I have that problem sometimes. If I sleep over at someone's house I'll have a weird dream, because I'm not really fully asleep. Or something like that. 


But now they've been happening in places where I feel comfortable sleeping. Last night, I stayed over at my dad's. Nothing out of the usual. But then I dreamt that I had a goal of losing fifty pounds to be able to eat on Thanksgiving. It was the day before Thanksgiving and it was weigh in time. 


First of all, I looked weird in my dream. I looked like a skeletor. And I don't think I've ever seen myself that thin, ever. Because the thought of me looking like a skeleton is really far fetched. So, I was being weighed, and the person who was weighing me said I didn't lose enough weight to be able to eat anything. Not even corn (I think I know why I corn was brought up). He said I only lost forty-nine pounds, and that he wouldn't be able to say I lost the required fifty because that would be lying and he could lose his job. I thought that was ridiculous. So I told him I was going to eat turkey. 


I woke up very confused. I was all like "WTF, Yo?! What the hell was that about ... " 


I'm looking forward to bedtime. I wonder what holiday I'll be barred from eating on tonight. 

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Plus: Day 5 of 30 Days of Truth 

5) Something you hope to do in your life. 

There are so many things I hope that I will be able to accomplish in my lifetime. But there is really just one/two things that I really really want to do. They're very similar, they just involve different countries. I hope that I can eventually visit each state in the US and in Mexico. I feel it might be a bit easier and cheaper to do the Mexico one. Less states and our money is worth tons there. But, I feel that visiting all 50 US states is more realistic. I don't know. But, if I die and only got to see 50% of each country, I think I could die a happy woman. 

Thirty Days of Truth (1) Something you hate about yourself. (2)Something you love about yourself. (3) Something you have to forgive yourself for. (4) Something you have to forgive someone for. (5) Something you hope to do in your life. (6) Something you hope you never have to do. (7) Someone who has made your life worth living for. (8) Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit. (9) Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted. (10) Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know. (11) Something people seem to compliment you the most on. (12) Something you never get compliments on. (13) A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.) (14) A hero that has let you down. (letter) (15) Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it. (16) Someone or something you definitely could live without. (17) A book you’ve read that changed your views on something. (18) Your views on gay marriage. (19) What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics? (20)views on drugs and alcohol. (21) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do? (22) Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life. (23) Something you wish you had done in your life. (24) Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter) (25) The reason you believe you’re still alive today. (26) Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why? (27) What’s the best thing going for you right now? (28) What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do? (29) Something you hope to change about yourself. And why. (30) A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself .